I've been to the emergency room - they told me all the tests were fine and sent me home. I didn't get better, so I just went on with everything as normal if you count sleeping more than usuall as normal - and still feel like you've been awake twenty-four-seven.

I went to the doctor again yesterday and she told me I had a virus, and all the other tests she took I don't really know anything about really. I just know that she'll call me if something is wrong and that she won't contact me if everything is fine. Everything is not fine just because some tests says nothing is wrong - I know something is wrong. I've been feeling out of breath, sleepy, tired, empty for over a month now and I'm sick and tired of it. I've come to a point now where everything just fly by and I'm stuck at the same place. The only place I stand to be at is my bed. I've spent the last 29 hours in my bed, why? Well, I don't have any strenght or willpower to do anything else. My back hurts and my hips, and that pain explodes into my legs so it feels like my knees and thighs is having cramps every now and then.  

I hate being away from my job, because I love being there. I love my job and I love my co-workers. I also feel guilty for bein sick since I've just started a few months ago - I shouldn't be sick at this point. 

This is me signing in whining about my stupid life at the moment.

Hope everything is fine with everyone of you out there!

With Love 

A lot of them are very familiar to me^^

 when you catch yourself thinking you wish you could say a smiley
  - Female Nerd

when your family e-mails you because that's the only way to get in touch with you
  - Female Nerd

when you wake up at night for some reason and think : "Great! I've got more time to get connected!"
  - Hugues

when you hear a joke and start show your amusement by saying *rotflol*
  - Jack07

when you make a mistake putting on your makeup and immediately want to do a Ctrl-Z. (Undo)
  - Pam

when all of your friends have @ in their names.
- Jonathan Crowe

when the TV stopped working a month ago and you didn't notice.
  - Jonathan Crowe

when all of your closest friends live out of state...or country, and you still talk to them every day.
  - Katja

when you introduce yourself in RL using your online handle.
  - Katja

when you leave a hotel early in the morning, and you walk up to the receptionist and say: "good morning, I would like to logout".
  - Tine

when you in your worst nightmare wake up all sweaty, and scream: "I WAS KICKED OFF!!!" (belive it or not; It happened to me)
  - Shumway

when someone you don't know calls an IDIOT a nerd and you stop to explain to them what a nerd REALLY is.
  - TurtleGeek

when the worst punishment 'your mom can give you is "No going on the internet until you've done your chores!!"
  - Losiniecki

when you turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling, like you just pulled the plug on a loved one.
  - Joker

 when in the morning you go to your computer before you go to the bathroom.
  - Britney

When you enter the classroom, and you're disappointed because there are no {hugs} or *kisses*
  - F-ed

When your friends call you between 7 in the evening and 09:00 in the morning, because that's the only time you're awake.
  - F-ed
  

It's not that time consuming to play, it's the friends you gain that makes you stay up all night and chitchat about all the gibberish you can think of. There is no limit but the sky.

There won't be any settings determined by the players this time around, so I'm totally excited about what kind of world we will be dealing with this time. .no is a small market, but we have a lot of different things for a lot of different people. Hopefully this world will raise the bar a bit and make it a little more interesting.

Anyway, check it out and have a great time meeting new people.

Kathy 

I've been sitting awake talking on skype with one piece of a hillarious guy. He's been humouring himself with chatroulette, which is kind of amusing since 90% of the people there are showing of their little things between their legs - one part of the body he should've been familiar with. For one weird reason, that sick place is a fun place to be. I've been on there once, never again. Too many penises hanging around and no faces.

Everytime he sees a girl he's in a extatic mode and shout out like he has never seen a girl before. And oh god if he next them to quick the world goes under. For me, who's sitting on a mic with him, it's hillarious to hear his disgust against the old hairy men and their small manly ding-dongs.

Anyway the whole point of this entry was to just share how much disgusting things there is in this world. Yeap, disgusting! Who wants to see a dead penis fly around in the air while you're online? Or a guy who enjoys his hard-on? Well, that's just not my idea of, I don't know it's just creepy and disgusting!

Well, funny story he met a few girls and we were guessing where they were from and I kind of guessed the right place. That's funny!!! I'm totally excited.



Quote:

Him:"You're a girl, you should like penises"
Me: "Well, I like them, buuut"
Him: "Oh you just like the taste of them" 

Love,
Kathy 

I don't know if internet is available, but if it is, I'm going to try to blog a littlebit during the evenings.

Enjoy your week! I know I'm going to.

Peace out,
Kathy 

Anyway, I was a little bit happy when I weighed myself today, I've finally lost all the weight I gained last week. Good, very good!!

I've been very good with the diet lately and I've also started to take some of  the pills I got told to take everyday - guess they're working!! I'm just happy to see that the number goes down instead of up again!

Love,
Kathy. 

I've been playing for a while so I've been through different states of whining and, well you can call it crying for help. Sometimes I don't understand why someone who decides to play a game, where fighting each other is the whole idea, are screaming and yelling when they are circled out as the target by a few other players. I've recieved a lot of mails that sounds like this:

"Get the fuck out of here!" "Why are you attacking me?" "Why me? Can't you pick on other players??" "Why are you killing my troops and taking my resources?"

My answers are usually:

"Well, because your village is where it is and you provide me with more than some other lousy village can. I'm sorry but you're just in the way. And I'm attacking because you are suppose to attack someone and not live happily ever after with just one village, in one big happy family!"

Sometimes players will be left alone, because I'm way to soft-hearted - but most of the time I just ignore the mails and keep on doing my business.

But anyway, when you are playing a game called TribalWARS, it's not like I'm going to visit your village and gift out endless hugs. The only ones who get my hugs are my tribemates. Cause the game is not only about wars, but also about friendship, strategy and learning how to work together as a team.

Sometimes I do understand why some people are whining - and that's only when the player are a rookie in the game. That's when I actually let them grow and learn the basics about the game, and sometimes I also help them further. Cause I get so much more out of good players instead of forever surrounded by newbie players.

Last thing, there is a reason why we call it TribalWARS and not TribalHUGS! 

So what do you like about these games? 

Right now I'm focusing a lot on the subjects I have coz I really want to finish high school for once. It's about time to be honest! 

Right now I'm studying:

Norwegian 
Social Studies 
History 
Religion 
English  

The four first subjects I'm studying through a online school and English I'm doing on the side by myself. Not really sure if I manage to get through it, since I don't have any idea what the curriculum is at the moment. I hope I don't have to take the written exam over again - I just want to the oral exam. That also goes for the Norwegian course.  

Anyway, this is what's taking a lot of my time at the moment.

Have a good night!

Love,
Kathy 

Todays workout

Biceps:

Cable Hammer Curls   x 3 rep
Hammer Curls x 3 rep

Triceps:

Dip Machine x 3 rep
Triceps Pushdown x 3 rep
Triceps Pushdown - Rope Attachment x 3 rep

Abs:

Exercise Ball Sit-Ups with 2kg weight-ball x 3 rep


Cardio Workout:

Rowing - 8 Intervals 10 sec slow - 20 sec max 

Happy B-day Norway!

Love,
Kathy.



Hope everyone had a great celebration of the day before the big day!

Good Night,

Kathy!

Until I left for a six months stay in America I had played tribal wars very obsessivly. While being over there I didn't see or touch my computer that much and kind of fell off the wagon - if I can use that expression. To come back home to my old life, friends waiting for me to log on and actually stay online for more than 10 min a time was good - but it was strange. Strange to have so much spare time on my hands and strange to be around Norwegian again. 

I love that game and it's the only game I've been able to play over that amount of time and years - it has taken its toll. The thing I love so much about it is the communication, spirit and ofc the strategy part. You need to think ahead and you need to trust the ones you play with. We've had a few dissapointments over the years, and it's not always easy to continue as before after such a blow.

Another thing is that you are dependant on playing with people you've gotten to know, the players you know the style off and also the ones with respect for you as a player.

I've tried to play the game after I got back home, but I haven't had the greatest foundation around, and it's not possible to keep going when it's a huge crack in the necessities. It's also very hard and confusing when you log onto your account, which someone else have been playing whil you were gone, and see that nothing is like before. It takes a lot of work and since I wasn't used to be in the action anymore - I just gave up. 

So I've been putting myself to rest with doing my job as an administrator for the same game in the mean time. But right now I kind of want to start playing again - but as I said I lack the things I need the most, which is time, will and also the right team to be with. I'm not saying that I didn't have the right team on the world I still had an account on, I'm saying that I want to start fresh on another world.

I do play once a day right now - totally alone and that's not the perfect way to do it. But I'm not sure if I'm able to put everything up on the shelf and say goodbye. I'm too addicted to skype to do that!!

Have a good night!
Peace Out! 



This is not even close to perfect, I'm totally aware. It's my first try to draw something in PhotoShop. I just wanted to share it, cause even though it's far away from good I'm actualy proud of what I could pull through. I can't wait until the day I can handle this perfectly. 

Kathy. 

Tonight I've talked with both Lucas and Samuel - it felt good. I haven't really been able to talk with them for a long time now, so it was about time. I miss everything about them and I miss everything we used to do together. They were my boys! hehe. I chatted with Samuel and when he left Lucas called me up - to hear his voice was very good. I know it sounds cheesy, but I've missed them! We went through a lot together during those six months I was at EF New York. And after I got back I haven't done nearly as much as I did over there. A teacher gave us the nickname "The Three Musceteers." I have to laugh when I think about it!

Representing on the picture: Japan, Sweden, Austria, Spain and Norway.

On this picture we are down by the lake and having some late night fun. We've been down there more than I can hold account for, and it was always a blast! The song below here is a song that makes me think of a lot of the great moments we've had down at the lake. 

Anyway, this day is over and I need to go to bed. So enjoy your night!

Peace Out,
Kathy. 

Today I felt the need of a series of pictures. These pictures was taken when me, Lucas and Samuel went to Florida, and this is when we visited Orlando Universal Studios. 

Well, the story behind this is that Lucas kind of fooled me into going with him over to the spot on the left side, ( you can see us all the time,) so as you can see the whole master plan was ending up being soaked! I knew that I would be wet, but not totally soaked as you can see I was. 

This trip was awesome and worth it - we needed the break. This is great memories guys! Can't wait until I see you  again this summer. Peace! Love you!!